UGGG! THE HOLIDAYS!

COOKIES, CAKES, PIES, TURKEY, DRESSING, BREAD, BREAD AND MORE BREAD!!!!NEED I SAY MORE. I HAVE REALLY BEEN MAKING BETTER FOOD CHOICES AND REALLY TRYING TO PUT LESS IN MY MOUTH, (DID I JUST WALK INTO THAT ONE) MOVE ON LADIES!!!! BUT THE HOLIDAYS MAKES IT SO DANG HARD. I KNOW EVERYONE IS FEELING THE HUNGER PANGS OR PAINS WITH ME...AND EVERYTIME YOU PICK UP THAT COOKIE YOU ARE THINKING WHY DID I JUST DO THAT, OH BUT IT WAS SO GOOD.... REALLY THIS IS SO HARD TO MAKE A LIFESTYLE CHANGE NOT JUST A DIET A LIFE CHANGING EVENT IS HAPPENING......THIS WILL BE THE TESTAMENT TO MY CHANGE IF I CAN HANG ON DURING THE HOLIDAYS....

"the CUPCAKE"

OK THIS MIGHT SOUND SILLY TO SOME....BUT ON FRIDAY AS I WAS WORKING AT CHANNEL SIX I WAS OFFERED A "CUPCAKE." SO THIS GIRL WALKS OVER TO ME WITH TWO SEPARATE KINDS OF CUPCAKES FROM H-E-B AND SAYS "IS DEBBIE AROUND, I WANTED TO OFFER HER A CUPCAKE?" AND I SAID SHE IS UP IN HER OFFICE. THEN SHE SAYS "WELL I DON'T FEEL LIKE WALKING UP THE STAIRS, WOULD YOU LIKE A CUPCAKE?" DOESN'T THIS GIRL KNOW I AM TRYING TO BE MORE HEALTH CONSCIENCE OF MY FOOD CHOICES AND SHE HAS THE ODASITY TO OFFER ME A "CUPCAKE." AND I REALLY WANTED ONE THEY LOOK SO GOOD ALTHOUGH I TEND NOT TO EAT THE FROSTING AND JUST ENJOY THE BREAD.....IT LOOKED SO GOOD!!! ONE WOULDN'T KILL ME BUT IT STARTS THERE AND THEN I LOSE MY MIND.....SO I SAID NO TO THE CUPCAKE!!! ON ANY OTHER DAY I WOULD HAVE SAID YES IN A HEARTBEAT, BUT THIS DAY WAS DIFFERENT....THIS DAY WAS THE FIRST DAY OF A NEW HEALTHY ACTIVE LIFE.....